“Abarimon is the name of a legendary race of people native to a country of the same name. The people of Abarimon had backwards feet, but in spite of this handicap were able to run at great speed. They lived side by side with wild animals and attempts to capture them failed because they were so savage.
They lived in a great valley of Mount Imaus (now called the Himalayan Mountains). There was a special quality of air which meant if it was breathed for a long period of time it would be impossible to breathe any other type of air and the inhabitants could never leave the valley alive.”
Loneliness is an improbability.
Tomorrow morning at 4:30am
I leave to have my third ECT.
I feel like shit. I feel numb. My head is dizzy.
I can’t feel my body. Or my emotions.
I am completely disappointed.





